[Verse 1]

I wanna write out my feelings but idk what to say

Cause rly it's nothing more than I'm having a shitty day

I wanna put it in words and trust me I'm trying

But before I can get it out I just end up crying

I know what to say when I'm asked how I feel

But when I'm asked why, no answer feels real

I can't squeal, can't make a structure using Peel

I know how I feel but I don't know why

Which makes every day just not feel right

It's not as bad as her, cry chocolate for the hurt

No breakup to boast, or issues to roast

But I feel, and I can't heal

[Chorus]

Why?

Why do I feel

Why do I feel like nothings real

How do I heal

Why?

[Verse 2]

I can't mend a relationship, or take a vacation, shit

I'm stuck in this cycle, and the only thing I know, is surviving is vital

I can't get out, if i wanted to

Only way to escape, is through an escape route

Cause i'm on auto pilot

And there's no button to fly it

Keep, keeping on

'Til everythings gone

And your empty shell

Unlocks the spell

I'm lost in a maze with no escape

And no idea how i got in the place

I'm like flowers in a vase

Taken from the base

With only water

Helping the slaughter

Looking pretty in a case

But just in case i can get better

Lord, keep making me wetter

[Chorus]

Why?

Why do I feel

Why do I feel like nothings real

How do I heal

Why?