Ashes in my hair

I want to fall in

I just need a pinch

Acetaminophen

I spend my whole day in wait

Of one or two big moments

Often it’s the rain

A sea to swallow in

You’ll get yours

I’ll make do

You’re a fucking swordfish

And I’m a lazy catcher

You’re a fucking swordfish

And I’m a lazy catcher

The water is deeper than it seems to be

Blue eyes glassed over and over and over

You’re a fucking swordfish

And I’m a LAZY CATCHER

Outside in the thick

It’s starting to move

Past the point of meaning

With dissonance to prove

Aging is the only way

To calcify conclusion

To be alone

To watch it go

I’ll get mine

You’ll get through

You’re a fucking swordfish

And I’m a lazy catcher

You’re a fucking swordfish

And I’m a lazy catcher

The water is deeper than it seems to be

Blue eyes glassed over and over and over

You’re a fucking swordfish

And I’m a LAZY CATCHER

You’ll get yours

I’ll get home fine

In the morning

I’ll be true

I don’t wanna build this thing

Just to see it come down

There are answers but

They won’t keep me around

I have nothing but

A fear of death to shake

A broken conscience

And a need to be awake

Held in the undertow

And I begin to feel alone

Swordfish, I cut to bone

This is a part of letting go

The water gets deeper and I’ve yet to see

Blue eyes glasses over.....

Held in the undertow

I will start to let it go