I’ll take time, I’ll take time to feel the pain, take time to let it all out

As my days are dark and my nights seem endless there are silent voices all around:

Fuck reason

Fuck this heart

Fuck this mind

Let’s fall apart

There’s a riot in my head - little soldiers fighting for more beautiful feelings

And all the ashes of this battlegrounds they leave white fields - nothings left

There’s silence

There’s no hope

Desolation

I’m coming home

Maybe we’ve lost our sense of compassion

Our ability to feel with someone else

Our ways cross in depression

Nobody feels home in this place

All the fucking feelings that we have to deal with

All the feelings we have to dispose

Are superior as you fight them

All on your fucking own

And everything that ever seemed fucking perfect

In this ever oh so wonderful world

Will finally crash down on you - broken

As a huddled mass of desperate thoughts

Fuck your world

We are on our own

You won’t bring us further

Our strength will be shown

With reason

With our hearts

With our minds

We won’t fall apart

In this beautiful world we decide what’s right or wrong, at least we have a fucking chance - are privileged to be that strong

We’ll never fall apart