I cannot stand this feeling anymore

Confusing thoughts

Of a heavy mind

On papers all over the floor

Dreams of a thousand fucking nights

Still echoe in my aching head

How many pills to swollow down

'till i will finally forget

Breathe in – caugh out

Love lost - love found

Sink in – break out

Hope lost – hope found

With every passing day

Another try to loose this feeling

Why are we so in love with the ground

While we are bound to a fucking ceiling

„We are all rejected orphans of a died down past“

You can be sure If you catch one thought

That it will always fucking last

To stay and never leave again

A state of mind that is here to persist

And to erase a simple chance for a „live and let live“

To haunt me in my sleeps make it seem worse than a kiss

And rake my fucking longing for freedom and bliss

I'm so afraid that eventhough

I have tried my fucking best

I can't replace this emptiness

That gathers from your chest

Please let me sleep one night through

Without thinking of you

Deepest blue

Me and you

Then you said:

Rome has been burnt down

All the roads are leading nowhere

They are leading nowhere

We are leading nowhere