Released on December 11, 2020

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Fog in front of my headlights just won't dissipate

I keep falling on nothing when I've had nothing to drink

I don't see so well in the dark these days

Muscle memory got me fumbling for a glass

Of my old ways

Spending all that time, oh, just trying to ripen up

Please pick me, oh, this must be my moment

At the end of the season, I simply fell to the ground

Bruised and a bit rotten, I was not grown

To be found

Shoul— (Shoul—) —der (—der) to lean on is never as good

As time (Time) alone getting lost in the bounty

Shoul— (Shoul—) —der (—der) to lean on is nevеr as good

As time (Time) alone gеtting lost in the bounty of solitude

Friends I rarely see pull me aside to confess

Secrets they don't want their loved ones to witness

Hold on to your ache inside of my heart

With so many chapters, the details growing dark

Jumbling up the letters and I'm leaving out words

The last five years of messages are absurd

Things I often find are only funny to me

I've written out a life that defies

An easy read

Shoul— (Shoul—) —der (—der) to lean on is never as good

As time (Time) alone getting lost in the bounty

Shoul— (Shoul—) —der (—der) to lean on is never as good

As time (Time) alone getting lost in the bounty of solitude

Wasted time setting traps with my legs

Boys like empty calories in my bed

Vampires are the seduction of self-destruction

And that's why we always invite them in

Shoul— (Shoul—) —der (—der) to lean on is never as good

As time (Time) alone getting lost in the bounty

A shoul— (Shoul—) —der (—der) to lean on is never as good

As time (Time) alone getting lost in the bounty

A shoul— (Shoul—) —der (—der) to lean on is never as good

Time (Time) alone getting lost in the bounty

A shoul— (Shoul—) —der (—der) to lean on is never as good

As time (Time) alone getting lost in the bounty of solitude