I don’t wanna die this way baby

We been living out in an unmarked grave

Gotta glass of josé cause it pours when it rains

I’m on that 64 but nobody wanna play

Back when I was young I was alone all day

I don’t got a plan my ambition got erased

And I didn’t go to college so I hope I get a raise

Cuz I really want it all, I’m tryna get a taste

Where does your mind take you when you close your eyes?

I’ve been here forever tryna make my way inside

It’s getting so damn hard to find the words that’ll make you stay

I sit here and watch the cars and I contemplate jumpin in their way

Outta my face, outta my brain I think I’ll stay down

Credit good wanna cop me an estate now

Yearning for the road cuz I feel the need to stay out

I couldn’t be alone but that’s just my only way now

All up in my dome yet I cannot find my way out

I’ll be home alone, temp is cold dozed off on the couch

Blunt in ashytray, hands getting ashy, fuckin on an emotionally unstable bitch named Ashely...

I think her name was Ashley...

Where does your mind take you when you close your eyes?

I’ve been here forever tryna make my way inside

It’s getting so damn hard to find the words that’ll make you stay

I sit here and watch the cars and I contemplate jumpin in their way

No you can’t feel me, though you’re right near me

Dozed off in the Benz, give a fuck bout who is steering

Nightmarish visions, be your superstition

Pokin holes in voodoo dolls, my revenge is nearing

And if I could man you know I’d get a grip

My grandma had warned me that I’d end up just like this

And it’s not making sense so I sit here making fists

Bash them against the walls cause I swear they’re closing in

I’d give it all if I knew what it took to give

Compare myself to others that just not a way to live

Roaches in your kitchen, bitch you cannot pay the rent

I can see through innocence cuz no ones heaven sent

Deciphering through dividends you never know what this money meant

Clear the direct deposit cuz you know that shit is good as spent

Don’t act broken-hearted when she straight up just ain’t answering

She said she’ll be damned if she falls into my hands again