A wakeful night spent on these sheets
I am dragged by your reflection
Please let me sleep
I miss the days you said you love me
I damned the day I trusted you
I hate myself more than I love you
I hate myself 'cause I trusted you
I cried blood 'cause you let go
I plead God for your return
I was left alone
You found your peace in my decay
All I ask now is you to forgive
And I became something I never wanted to be
To make you stay
My ruin became your blessing
When I lost myself
And when you found love, I found death
How can I overcome it
If every time I fall asleep, I dream of you?
I cried blood (I plead God)
I cried blood (I plead God)
I cried blood
But it was never enough
I hear your cries in my head consuming me
I just wanted to make you happy
I hear your steps in my room, your gentle touch on my skin
But my bed's still bare
My ruin became your blessing
When I lost myself
'Cause when you found love, I found death
Tell me you'll stay and choke this pain
(Now tear my heart one more time and watch me die)
Tell me you'll stay and choke this pain