[Verse 1]
I got anxiety, please don't bother me
I deal with it quietly until the demons swallow me
My therapist is telling me I probably should stop
My dreams turned dark once I got to the top
Wake up in a panic on the phone with the doc
He writes another script, another pill I can pop
And it's hard to diagnose if you don't know what I got
I know the end is coming soon, I think about it a lot
[Chorus]
Suicidal thoughts in my head
I'm the monster hiding under my bed
These shadows always follow me, I need a lobotomy
To kill the noise until I forget, I'm braindead
La-da-da, da-da-da-da-da
La-da-da, da-da-da-da-da
[Verse 2]
I got my very last words on the tip of my tonguе
On the edge of this building and I swеar I'ma jump
I blame everyone around me for who I've become
Swear this pain like a drug, the way it's keeping me numb
[Pre-Chorus]
As I fall through the sky
I'm looking at this life
And what I'll leave behind
[Chorus]
Suicidal thoughts in my head (Thoughts in my head)
I'm the monster hiding under my bed (Under my bed)
These shadows always follow me, I need a lobotomy
To kill the noise until I forget, I'm braindead
La-da-da, da-da-da-da-da
I'm braindead
La-da-da, da-da-da-da-da
These shadows always follow me, I need a lobotomy
To kill the noise until I forget
I'm braindead
[Outro]
La-da-da-da-da
I'm braindead
La-da-da-da-da
As I fall through the sky
I'm looking at this life
And what I'll leave behind