[Verse 1]
Let’s take this from the start, am I without a heart?
Hypnotized, paralyzed, trapped in paranoia
Digging ditches, digging deeper, never finding any closure
What's the point, I’ll turn the page and cycle back again
I’ve lost convictions
And the will to fight, cause I'll just fuck it all up again
I’m swallowed by the sadness, devoured by the madness
Liability concealed in Misery
[Pre-Chorus]
Concealed in Misery
Pathetic
[Chorus]
Cause I’ve been drowning in the undertow
Blacked out, now I'm falling down the rabbit hole
Cause I’ve been sеarching for a reason, something to beliеve in
Help me find a meaning
Chewed up, spit out, all alone in the dark
No hope, no heart, falling back to the start
Cause I been searching for a reason, something to believe in
Help me find a meaning
[Verse 2]
Another counterpart with memory of the dark
Fleeting fantasies of living in stability
Can’t atone, self destructions all I've ever known
Slipping through the cracks, falling into the black
Systematic psychosis masked by panic attacks
Contorted reflections, with sinister complexions
How could a rose ever bloom when you just poison the roots
[Bridge]
Cycles keep repeating falling further down the rabbit hole
Negligent narcissist a paradox I can’t resist
Slipping, falling, fading, paranoia masquerading
A life lived polarized, a State of mind they prescribe
What’s left there to trust
When it’s yourself that you disgust
Cause I keep searching for a reason to follow through
[Chorus]
Cause I’ve been drowning in the undertow
Blacked out, now I'm falling down the rabbit hole (rabbit hole)
Cause I’ve been searching for a reason, something to believe in
Help me find a meaning
Chewed up, spit out, all alone in the dark
No hope, No Heart, falling back to the start
Cause I been searching for a reason, something to believe in
Help me find a meaning
[Outro]
When all that's grey fades to black
No hope of going back
No hope of going back
How could a rose ever bloom
If you just poison the roots