Stumble out of bed at five like

Yeah sure i'm fine oh never mind sike

I can see your actions are in vain

The more I linger pointing fingers is much easier a game

Got me nauseous thinking thoughts bout back before I knew insane

I can't help it feeling helpless it's like I don't know her name

On a whim the trust within slowly melted and became

Toxic thoughts and memories I hide away out of my shame

Look I'm sorry our canoe couldn't stay afloat upon the seas because of you

This was a sad excuse for a relationship got me feeling mentally abused

Yeah i'm sorry you can't take that

I just hope I can escape that

No I really can't mistake that

Am I insane to wanna stay with you i'm attached

Latching onto who I thought you were

Afraid it got me catching feelings for you don't embrace it

She's a psycho she is type manipulative

But i still wonder If she was the one I hated

Guess i'll never find out

I just smoke away the pain won't face it unless its packed loud

I can't take this I am struggling to stay on top

How can my life just change so quick one day onto the next wow