self-esteem

By webcage

On peer2peer

Released on October 8, 2021

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[Intro]

Webcage!


[Refrain: torr]

Yeah, I think I lost my emotions

The last time I got ghosted, yeah

Emptiness inside my head like Walking Dead

I'm just tryna go through the motions

But I wake up every day like "oh, shit"

"I forgot to give a fuck about my friends!"


[Verse 1: saoirse dream]

Most days I can't remember what I did the day before

I probably just sat in my bed

Leaving empty monsters on the floor, yeah

And life's a constant fucking dream

A stupid indie movie scene

I wanna wake up (up-up-up-up)

God, please, I wanna wake up (up-up-up-up-up-up)


[Verse 2: daywaiter]

Slow it down, keep a distance (Get the fuck away)

I still see you on my timeline

Lied when I said I missed us

But we can never be on my time

Clocked out in a wishing well

Overstayed my welcome

And go like you kiss and tell

You were always selfish, childish

The wildest way to break a heart


[Chorus: bh]

I've got so much on my mind

I don't wanna talk about it

Keep my problems trapped inside

I don't wanna talk about it

Run around like all the time

I don't wanna talk about it

'Cause I've got so much left to find

(I've got so much left to find)


[Verse 3: Nebita]

Come take my brain out from my head

It won't change a thing, words left unsaid

Pushed around too much, been collecting dust

I don't think I'll let it happen again

And I'm scared of growing up

I made plans and now I'm stuck

Come fly away tonight, no use in saying goodbye

When everybody's rooting for the other guys


[Verse 4: wishlane]

And I swore I'd never look back

Down the barrel of this gun

I wasted nights out by the ocean side

'Cause I just wanted to have some fun

But it's all luck now and I'm stuck on this track

But I've been making my way down

I guess that's all for now


[Refrain: torr]

Yeah, I think I lost my emotions

The last time I got ghosted, yeah

Emptiness inside my head like Walking Dead

I'm just tryna go through the motions

But I wake up every day like "oh, shit"

"I forgot to give a fuck about my friends!"


[Chorus: bh]

I've got so much on my mind

I don't wanna talk about it

Keep my problems trapped inside

I don't wanna talk about it

Run around like all the time

I don't wanna talk about it

Cause I've got so much left to find

(I've got so much left to find)