Reaching for another device

Loneliest that I've ever been

Everybody's asking me why

You're so blue

Oh, but when I step in the light

Overwhelming feelings of dread

Everybody's living a lie

I don't know

Why can't I smile when its alive

Woah, now I'm tired of useless smiles

Hands are shaking boarding the flight

Always was afraid of the world

What is happening?

I'm being quiet

I'm hopeful

Strangers giving me their advice

Never tell me how I should feel

Anger eats up most of my time

I tried

Why can't I smile when its alive

Woah, now I'm of useless smiles

Yeah

Why can't I smile when its a lie

Woah, now I'm of useless smiles