Secrets - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I'm over it

My minds running, I'm running outta control of it

I feel alone, when my friends are home and they noticed it

Don't tell 'em though 'cause nobody knows that I struggle with

Hurtin' my left wrist

Look I'm scared of it, so I'm wearing shirts that really don't look good, but they cover it

Got a grey Nike that doesn't let them see that I'm staining it

It's on the inner left side just below the number five 'cause it hides a bit

Keeps it secret

I'll tell you my secrets (Secrets)

If you tell me yours (If you tell me yours)

Nobody believes it (Believes it)

No, not anymore (No, not anymore)

'Cause I should be feeling pretty, but I only feel alone

Got tons of people with me, they're only on my phone

So tell me what you're thinking about when eyes are closed and lights are down

Are you thinking about what's underneath your sleeves?

When I should be feeling pretty, but here's what's underneath

My body's tired, my soul's outta breath there's nothin' left

Just a liar

My skin is nothing but a canvas when I can't get no higher

My secrets pull me down, amplify the sound like a choir

I'll tell you my secrets (Secrets)

If you tell me yours (If you tell me yours)

Nobody believes it (Believes it)

No, not anymore (No, not anymore)

'Cause I should be feeling pretty, but I only feel alone

Got tons of people with me, they're only on my phone

So tell me what you're thinking about when eyes are closed and lights are down

Are you thinking about what's underneath your sleeves?

When I should be feeling pretty, but here's what's underneath

Yeah, I smoke, and then I can't get down

I'm six feet off the ground

I feel a lot when I'm not feeling

And I know I'll probably let you down but smile upside down

Hey look, I'm almost at the ceiling

Guess I should be feeling pretty, but I only feel alone

Everybody thinks they know me, but I know they really don't