Released on May 1, 2020

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[Chorus]

I had a dream I went out

I overdosed on my doubt

Yeah, it was real, it was strange

Had nothing but doubt in my veins

I could feel all of the pain

Like when I'm awake that don't change

But it didn't seem to be bad

It kind of felt good not being sad


[Verse 1]

And when I wake up in the morning

I'll just keep on with ignoring

Everyday feel less important


[Pre-Chorus]

Yeah, things feel better when I'm dreamin'

I can leave things without leavin'

Cut my wrists without the bleeding


[Chorus]

I had a dream I went out

I overdosed on my doubt

Yeah, it was real, it was strange

Had nothing but doubt in my veins

I could feel all of the pain

Like when I'm awake that don't change

No, it didn't seem to be bad

It kinda felt good not being sad

It kinda felt good not being sad


[Verse 2]

I had a dream where I fell

And no one could hear when I'd yell

But I didn't seem to be scared

It kinda felt good with no one there

And when I wake up in the morning

Forty miles south of Portland

Everyday a bit more foreign


[Pre-Chorus]

Yeah, things feel better when I'm dreamin'

I can leave things without leavin'

Cut my wrists without the bleeding


[Chorus]

I had a dream I went out

I overdosed on my doubt

Yeah, it was real, it was strange

Had nothing but doubt in my veins

I could feel all of the pain

Like when I'm awake that don't change

No, it didn't seem to be bad

It kinda felt good not being sad

It kinda felt good not being sad


[Bridge]

Would it even matter if I did

Five, four, three, two, one, I'm off the grid

Maybe they would think the knife had slipped

But would it even matter if it did

Where'd my feelings go I think they hid

'Cause when I shut my eyes, I can only see my eye lids

Thinking that there's something that I missed

But would it even matter if there is


[Chorus]

I had a dream I went out

I overdosed on my doubt

Yeah, it was real, it was strange

Had nothing but doubt in my veins

I could feel all of the pain

Like when I'm awake that don't change

No, it didn't seem to be bad

It kinda felt good not being sad