Released on May 1, 2020

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[Verse 1]

I wish that I could speak my mind

But my words don't ever really come out right

My schooling stops at a GED

And all my friends have some other kinda degree


[Pre-Chorus 1]

Watch me blow your mind

With a stutter and a rhyme

You'll wanna shut your eyes

'Cause I'm awkward and I sometimes blind


[Chorus]

I'll say that I don't really care

I'll lie until you disappear

Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror

'Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure

I'll lie and say I'm never scared

But people are my biggest fear

Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror

'Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure

I'm pretty insecure

I'm pretty insecure


[Verse 2]

I'm not that tall only five foot ten

And all my hair is fallin' out and I don't know if I fit in

I can do a lot with a pad and a pen

But when there's people comin' round I head right back where I began


[Pre-Chorus]

Blowin' your mind

With a stutter and a rhyme

You'll wanna shut your eyes

'Cause I'm awkward and I sometimes blind


[Chorus]

I'll say that I don't really care

I'll lie until you disappear

Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror

'Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure

I'll lie and say I'm never scared

But people are my biggest fear

Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror

'Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure

I'm pretty insecure

I'm pretty insecure

I'm pretty insecure


[Bridge]

Tick tock tick tock I'm gonna go off

But I'm not a lot, I never show off

That's probably why I'm such a turn off

And 'cause of all these damn guys that take their shirts off

Nah, I'm fine right here, you make me nauseous

And I feel a lot less weird when I watch the office

That's why you'll find me right here, I hate your gossip

And I don't talk enough, but you talk too often

I grew up biblically raised

That's just a technical phrase

Don't think my friends think I'm saved

And I don't know what I should say

All their pathetic displays

Yeah, their prophetic Sundays

Yeah, it's what made me this way

So insecure everyday

I'm not a typical man

I'm just too damn difficult

And I get real damn cynical

When you grab your pad and your pen

'Cause I'm not clinical now

And I won't be clinical then

Yeah, all my invisible friends

They like me for who I am


[Chorus]

I'll say that I don't really care

I'll lie until you disappear

Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror

'Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure

I'll lie and say I'm never scared

But people are my biggest fear

Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror

'Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure

I'm pretty insecure

I'm pretty insecure

I'm pretty insecure

I'm pretty insecure