[Verse 1]

I wish I could've cried today

So at least I could feel something

I wish I could've cried today

It's better than nothing

Ohh, ohh ohh

I wish I could've cried

Laid down and shot my head straight through the sky

[Verse 2]

I wish I could've cried today

So at least it wouldn't be the same cycle it is every day

Waking up, getting up, getting out of the house

Giving something that's better than nothing

It's a thing I have to do every day

[Verse 3]

It's my morning routine, but it means nothing to me

Because it's in a cycle

It's in a cycle, a repeating cycle

It's in a cycle

It's boring, roaring, monotonous, еxtra-long cycle

[Verse 4]

Cycle, cycle

Cycling, spinning, circling cyclе

Psycho cycle

Monotonous cycle

Repeats itself every day, and I can't do much to change the formula

It's formulaic

It's repeating and it's very basic

It's formulaic

It's repeating and it's very basic

[Verse 5]

Everyone has something to do

But I don't know what to do

So I keep it written down on a list

So I never forget

I get up out of bed

And then I check like 3 socials

Because I don't have a life

And I don't have any friends that are right here by my side

Then I get out of my bed

And then I walk around

Maybe I'll avoid a conversation or two

Before I get something to eat

And then repeat anything else I was doing

Sounds boring, I know

But you get along as it goes

So you can get up out of bed and not want to go back to sleep

And not wake up for the next 3 hours

[Verse 6]

And then maybe I will eat some lunch

If I actually remember to keep up with myself

I do something for the rest of the evening that I will forget about the next day

Maybe I'll record a song or two

Talk to my friends about something that half the time I can't even keep up with, but I try to be insightful

Not be spiteful, try to be insightful

Try not to accidentally offend like 300 people

'Cause I can't keep up with pronouns or names

Or anything unless I write it down

But I've already got a list for something else

So, after the evening is finally done

I can finally get ready for something that I actually want to do

Something fun, something that is pretty dumb, but it's still pretty fun

So, after 11 o'clock, I'm finally allowed to do the XBOX for however long I want before I fall asleep

But I have to make sure I turn everything off, except for one light