Killing Me Inside

By Wax

On Eviction Notice

Released on November 29, 2011

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[Chorus]

You'll never know how much I love you

Try and I try, but I just can't quit you

You're killing me inside, but I can't live without you

Oh, oh, you'll never know


[Verse 1]

Uh, I've been with you ever since I was a little boy

Searching through Cracker Jack boxes to find that little toy

You bring me a little joy

But you will destroy me, eventually and feel no empathy

I remember we first met, and about you I wasn't sure

But you had this allure that kept me coming back for more

You warned me upfront you was dangerous

Not to be tampered with, the nail that my coffin would be hammered with

But I just figured it would be a short fling

And me and you partin' ways, that would be a sure thing

But your cling got so much stronger

It would go much longer than expected, far from inexpensive

I think of all the money that I spent with you

Especially on the days when the rent is due

I'm gonna hit it 'til the end of the year, and then I'm through

Aw, who am I my pretending? I'ma ride 'til the end of you


[Chorus]

You'll never know how much I love you

Try and I try, but I just can't quit you

You're killing me inside, but I can't live without you

Oh, oh, you'll never know


[Verse 2]

Check it out, yo

It's a one-sided relationship, and I'm spiteful from it

It doesn't help that my mom never liked you one bit

She always warned me that you weren't the right type to run with

The moments of pleasure ain't worth the type of life you come with

In one out the other ear

Another year, another year, you're still fuckin' here

I love you, dear, but you're fuckin' my career up

Bam, kick you out, celebratin', lift the beer up

But soon as I'm drinking I'm desperate for your presence

And you're always close by, accessible in seconds

And your essence grips hold of me, then I go and pick you up

You Rick Roll me, I'm never gonna give you up

I need you every day, so bad I'll steady pay

Any a-mount required to take my breath away

Sickness and health, only in death are we parted

Loving you, I wish I've never started

Damn


[Chorus]

You'll never know how much I love you

Try and I try, but I just can't quit you

You're killing me inside, but I can't live without you

Oh, oh, you'll never know


[Outro]

Ayo, I'm saying man, you got something to ash in?

Oh cool, yeah, I gotta go outside and smoke a cigarette, man

I need to take a fucking break from this song

Fuck this song

And fuck that bitch too