[Verse]
Growing up again
My arms are numb
I fight the urge to hate myself
'cause that's what I demand
Sitting here in a map pool, poisoning
How did I get here?
Walking out just to say what I need
Fights around
My head is down
My eyes are closed
Screaming in the backseat
[Chorus]
It's just hard
To find yourself
The things I lost
It's just so hard
To find yourself
The things I left behind
[Bridge]
Stars are reminders of the things I lost
Stars are reminders of the things I left behind