Kancer

You can have a lot going on around

Until something shows up inside your throat

And you begin to bleed from inside within

Running helpless here there among your keens

Just a look of the sad and the sorrow

In their faces pisses you off to the bones then you cry alone to

Some mirror seeing yourself

Stranded alone with the reaper himself and then you

Notice the grace fade away from your face

Even in your thoughts

You're just trapped

Cannot think of the future straight

Was it all for the bad

Those ambitions and еgos

All the swag that you carried

Swinging past those amigos

Your hypothеtical home and all those freaking dreams

The fire in your eyes

Almost shooting laser beams

The speed of your head and the brightness of your fate

You had everything I craved

Now you are yet to be late

The molecules in me

Are all just shivering in fear

I run into the memories

Terrified of what I’ll hear

I haven't even smiled since I started writing this

Pages dripped up in tears because

I know of what I'll miss

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Now and then, what

Since this was all coincidence

The rarest of exception laid down

To your parade

Building up on the frustration

But the frequency’s high

The vibrations of your ether

Still run in my mind

Antipyretics for hours

And the drip is dropping in

I sit past your form

Knowing that you'll give in

The tears are just flowing

I've got no control at all

Hope I'll finish the lines

Before your God forsaken fall

The beat is moving straight

But your worlds gone south

Maybe other side is waiting

But you're strong with your route, perception, direction and vision

It's all about

It's like you figured it out

The grim up your face like you knew this was the path

And you hid from the crowd

To dampen any-doubts

Makes me feel so agitated

And depressed at times

You're the one with the cancer

But I suffocate at times

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