Released on July 26, 2019

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[Intro]

Ryan, I know you're lyin' to your therapist about our relationship

Ryan, you're not even tryin'

Nothing's gonna change if you keep being ashamed of the truth


[Verse 1]

I know you're probably talkin' about the fight that we had last night

The one where you made me cry

I know you're telling her about all the shit I said

The nasty things, and that I wished I was fuckin' dead

But you know, I have a feelin' you don't mention

The passive-aggressive emotional terrorism you specialize in

You think if I can't articulate the number of ways you gaslight me

That it evaporates, but you're not clean


[Chorus]

Ryan, I know you're lying to your therapist about our relationship

Ryan, you're not even trying

Nothing's gonna change if you keep being ashamed of the truth


[Post-Chorus]

Ryan-Ryan-Ryan-Ryan—

Nothing's gonna change if you keep being ashamed of the truth


[Verse 2]

I don't know if you really realize that I love you

But that's not tragic, and that's not cute

You think that I could never understand your pain

So you try to make me see it in unrelated ways

But you don't want me to get it, you wanna stay defensive

You love being the victim, you're really not that impressive

And you don't get extra credit for lying to your therapist

She thinks I'm letting you down? I think she might be projecting


[Chorus]

Ryan, I know you're lying to your therapist about our relationship

Ryan, you're not even trying

Nothing's gonna change if you keep being ashamed of the truth


[Post-Chorus]

Ryan-Ryan-Ryan-Ryan—

Nothing's gonna change if you keep being ashamed of the truth


[Bridge]

Ryan, I really wanted to make this work

But I don't deserve to be hurt

And I don't deserve someone who needs to hate me

To pretend he doesn't hate himself way worse


[Chorus]

Ryan, I know you're lying to your therapist about our relationship

Ryan, you're not even trying

Nothing's gonna change if you keep being ashamed of the truth

Ryan, I know you're lying to your therapist about our relationship

Ryan, you're not even trying

Nothing's gonna change if you keep being ashamed of the truth


[Outro]

Ryan, I know you're lying, Ryan

Ryan-Ryan-Ryan-Ryan—

Nothing's gonna change if you keep being ashamed of the truth