(Verse 1)

I'm trynna develop a rhythm cause I got some things sticking with me

I don’t do well with a vision cause I got problems with commitment

Walking this alley unknown but my baby she's jumping in with me

I don't know where I should go but I’m searching cause mum says I'm gifted

I feel like each day takes a year but the years always go like I missed it

I'm wishing I found myself sooner cause now I just feel like I'm slipping

Remember the days as a boy all the elders said that I had wisdom

Its like all those people are gone and now all I can say is I miss them

My cup was a fountain of passion but these days its running on empty

I'm praying to God cause I'm scared of the future I hope he's still with me

I feel overwhelmed by the drugs that I take and I know that its risky

I do anything that I can to forget so I keep staying busy

(Chorus)

Feel the pain

I create

When I neglect my heart

Feel the same

Even still

When I practice my art

The desire

And the truth

That I just can't escape

Is the source

Of my hate

Even though its my fate

Feel the pain

I create

When I neglect my heart

Feel the same

Even still

When I practice my art

The desire

And the truth

That I just can’t escape

Is the source

Of my hate

Even though its my fate

(Verse 2)

Run away all the way back home

If you still know where that is

Good luck when you try to escape cause you’ll find that I already burnt that bridge

Feel the fear and the strain on your brain as you clench your fists all alone in the dark

Claw your way from the depths of your sins but you'll fall back in cause the way outs lost

(Chorus)

Feel the pain

I create

When I neglect my heart

Feel the same

Even still

When I practice my art

The desire

And the truth

That I just can’t escape

Is the source

Of my hate

Even though its my fate

(Verse 3)

See me now for what I am lets please forget the who

I don't have the answer even though a lot of people do

Am I scared of attempting to discover what is me

Or do I simply fear the thought of failure cause its a possibility

I think your music's great so why don't you start putting on a show

Filming is an industry where you could financially grow

Get a trade or a 9-5 cause that’s called moving up

You'll catch me and Billy Joel zoning out to Anthony's song

Rolling my habits and drowning my sorrows I'll take them down with me

Practice my skills with a caution cause I can get easily addicted

Voices are fading as I concentrate on the sound of my breathing

Losing my feeling don't know if its over but right now I'm drifting