[Verse 1]
I don't say much when you're close
I let the silence talk instead
Red lights laying on your skin
You look past me like I'm already dead
I've been tired for too long
Pretending I'm okay
You say "stay another night"
I might forget my name
[Pre-Chorus]
You don't hold me like before
I still wait outside your door
You use me when you're breaking
Then leave when you're fine again
[Chorus]
Tarmac, watching you pull away
Tarmac, runway lights start to fade
Tarmac, you say you'll come back
Tarmac, knowing you won't stay
I'm stuck with my feet on the ground, can't move
Every time I let go
I’m still waiting on you
[Verse 2]
You talk soft, but you're not here
Your eyes don't meet mine
Dead cigarette in the glass
I keep counting all the ways we ran out of time
Your fingers taste like mistakes
Cheap hotels and guilt
You drop your weight on my chest
Pick it up when you leave
[Pre-Chorus]
I don't ask, I don't fight
I just lose you every night
Don't call it love
If I'm just where you hide
[Chorus]
Tarmac, watching you pull away
Tarmac, runway lights start to fade
Tarmac, you say you'll come back
Tarmac, knowing you won't stay
I'm stuck with my feet on the ground, can't move
Every time I let go
I'm still waiting on you
[Bridge]
If love's supposed to hurt like this
Maybe I'm not built for it
I stay when I should run
I wait when you’re already done
[Outro]
Engines calling my name
You don't turn around
I stay on the tarmac
While you're already out
If I finally leave now
Will it still feel the same?