[Intro]
Bold enough to dream, brave enough to try
Cold enough to sleep, cried enough to say bye
On a mission to redeem, and I’m not safe enough to climb
F**k sky, I wanna climb to the surface
Been too low, dull enough to cut it
[Verse 1]
Fit a tear in a cup, shining like a diamond drop
Stop using my tears, my feelings, my ears
As I hear the fear in the drums of my ear
I know they tore a chord—
Too useless yet expensive, I can’t afford
A board to write goals
Too poor to fill holes
In a chest full of goals—I carved them
With blades of diamond, blades of tears
Wrote papers but not old enough to sign it
[Verse 2]
I stay silеnt even if I’m all ears
I’m morе mature
Than adults that are sure
That life isn’t a curse
As the poor steals a purse
And the pathetic steals a heart
As the people disperse, there lies a war
I shine like a star—
Too bright, they can’t get close
They too far, I look dim
A dim light burning with sins
I wanna repent, but the scent
Of my own blood is meant
To refresh my tongue like mint
[Bridge]
I’m ready to spit out the regret
I let myself take over
VYN is over—
As my parents don’t want a loved son
But a warm rover
Cover a face with smiles
Cover the case with lies
As I smile at the judge
I smile to God as I don’t budge
Hell in a cage and a spark touched
My heart—it felt warm
I’ve gone through the storm
[Verse 3 / Outro]
This is the aftermath
I didn’t study math—
My dad left then
I didn’t smile in a picture—
My mother left then
My sister is standing there
I’m the one who left them
I realized when
I knew that then
I should’ve thrown talent and blend
With a family full of hate
But I gotta satiate their hunger
To satisfy mine
And wake them from the slumber
As I take mine