[Verse 1]

I'm tryna burn every image of you inside of me

My only purpose is hating life till I fall asleep

I'm feeling worthless I got deals my soul is cheap

My heart is empty my high times was ecstasy

Is this the end now

We back where we started

I put my life on the line

And even u didn't want it

I hated the love

You left me behind

You said that you're sorry

But all you said was a lie

I'm dark twisted demented I'm sick my lucks up

My coffin awaitin my next life I'm comin fucked up

Im born again into a life I never asked for

They tried to exorcise me but I think I killed the pastor

Im payin dues I'm livin nightly on a lease

But uh

No one can touch me like I'm payin off the priest

And uh

My curse a blessing but a blessings what I need cause I just wanna end it like I did it in my dreams

(Hook)

Let my soul fade

I set myself free

All I feels hate

Don't let em hold me

Let my soul fade

I set myself free

All I feels hate

Don't let em hold me

[Verse 2]

Tell me, you alright?

Its hard to feel the fight

Lose myself at night

But im okay, right?

Not a thing in sight

I think they took my light

I get to thinking why

You shouldn't be alive

I think I hurt myself

Sometimes it's hard to tell

Cause when you live this life

All you feel is hell

No matter how much pride

It overweighs what's real

And I just can't decide

Should I get up or kneel

I feel my brain cells compressing

I hope you feel the same

I know your mind intersecting

With all the words I'm sayin

God has chose and selected

For all of us to pay

And When I die send a message

So he can know my name

Through the pain I found lessons

That breach beyond the gate

I elevated my being

To channel all my rage

I push my thoughts and depression

Til I can fill the page

And when you strive to perfection

Its hard to concentrate