Released on December 4, 2020

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[Verse 1: Joey Varela]

Maybe I should listen, open up

But lately I've been drinking way too much

I've been deep inside my head, it's bad, I know

Talking with my demons and I can't let go

Maybe I should get some fucking sleep

But I'm scared of all the things that I might see

I'm afraid of all of my anxieties

I'm starting to feel them deep inside of me


[Pre-Chorus: Joey Varela]

I've been struggling, I wonder

When they're gonna pull me under

I've been trying not to feel alive

But I'm dead inside

[Chorus: Joey Varela, Javy Dorrejo]

It feels like I'm dreaming

Falling through the ceiling

I can feel it now

(It's pulling me under, pull me under)

I can see the ground

It feels like I'm dreaming

I am barely breathing

I'm so close to the ground

(It's pulling me under, pull me under)

It's pulling me under, pull me under

(It's pulling me under, pull me under)


[Verse 2: Joey Varela]

I'm far by the bottom, I know you know

You can tell by looking at me, so

Share with me the places I won't go

Shower me with love that I don't know

Maybe I should listen, open up

But lately I've been drinking way too much

I've been deep inside my head, it's bad, I know

Talking with my demons and I can't let go


[Pre-Chorus: Joey Varela]

I've been struggling, I wonder

When they're gonna pull me under

I've been trying hard to feel alive

But I'm dead inside

[Chorus: Joey Varela, Javy Dorrejo]

It feels like I'm dreaming

Falling through the ceiling

I can feel it now

(It's pulling me under, pull me under)

I can see the ground

It feels like I'm dreaming

I am barely breathing

I'm so close to the ground

(It's pulling me under, pull me under)

It's pulling me under, pull me under


[Post-Chorus: Javy Dorrejo]

It's pulling me under, pull me under

It's pulling me under, pull me under

[Bridge: Joey Varela, Joey Varela & Javy Dorrejo]

It's taking me all of me

To climb back from defeat

If be lying if I said I was fine

But I can't bear to say my goodbyes

It's taking me all of me

To climb back from defeat

If be lying if I said I was fine

But I can't bear to say my goodbyes


[Refrain: Joey Varela]

(It feels like I'm dreaming)

(Falling through the ceiling)

(I can feel it now)

(It's pulling me under, pull me under)

I can see the ground

[Chorus: Joey Varela, Javy Dorrejo, Joey Varela & Javy Dorrejo]

It feels like I'm dreaming

Falling through the ceiling

I can feel it now

(It's pulling me under, pull me under)

I can see the ground

It feels like I'm dreaming

I am barely breathing

I'm so close to the ground

(It's pulling me under, pull me under)

It's pulling me under, pull me under


[Outro: Javy Dorrejo]

It's pulling me under, pull me under

It's pulling me under, pull me under