I seek to find

All the things that i have found

All the times that i have lost so

I seek to yield

To the pressures of today

To the pensive disarray

But i'm still folding

Holding onto what i've got

I seek to bring

All the gifts of inner core

To the ones that i adore so

I can surround

Myself with the ones i love

With the ones i trust and i'm still holding

Holding onto what i've got

I take the pressure now

I take the silent sour

I keep believing

I hold the reason

I hold the answer how

Will i know why right now

I hold the reason

I am deceiving

(Guest: Dan Tompkins)

I breathe the

I feel the

And i wonder i ponder i can't escape from me again

Like the silent abode

In the tears i will glow

It's illusion i crave

It's the feeling i savour and the

Subatomic niveau

Into pieces i go

Judging all that i see

In the absence of glee and you always say

(vox guest: Dan Tompkins)

I know the answer now and feel

I know what you have said is real and i am suffering again

Taking all the pain

I hold the answer

How will i know why right now?

What is the reason for this pensive disarray?