Unworthy and more putrid still

Feeling the hands that hold me down

Have I embraced them?

Ignorance damning myself

Damning myself to a fate I've always feared

Disfiguring my entire being

Total self-destruction

Erasing memories of me

That fills your rotting heart

A nightmare left in the ether

A dream that will destroy me

If I step into a circle of salt

Will I be safe from the things that haunt me?

If I turn my back on it all

Am I the one who's terrified of God?

I want redemption, I want forgiveness

My disgusting soul will rot in the stomach of this world

But if I step into a circle of salt

Will I be safe from the things that haunt me?

If I turn my back on it all

Am I the one who's terrified of God?