I'd love to kill myself

If I were not so afraid of death

Sabotaged attempt

As I failed a suicide today

Don't care as long as anything goes away

Dissipating from my

Memory

Tired of feeling so damn awake

Feels great

To have this life to fake

I'd love to kill myself

If I were not so afraid of death

Sabotaged attempt

As I failed a suicide today

Don't care as long as

Anything goes away

Destroying most

Of my memories

Tired of feeling in debt to pain

Feels grey

Feels grey

I'd love to kill myself

If I were not so afraid of death

Sabotaged attempt

As I failed to kill myself today