[Verse 1]

Lately I just been so fucking upset

Cause everything I ever been in love with

Has found it’s way to crumble to dust and

It’s the reason I tend to listen more and talk less

But lately I been a little bit obsessed

With thinking bout these gateways to success

And all I can see is such an abundance

Of opportunities so many different options

But baby I just wanna see you undress

Cause you’re the type I always fuck with

Your hips just make you look just like a duchess

Every inch of your body I wanna touch it

She a sweetie but she into that rough shit

But she asked me why I seem so fucking heartless

Cause girl look at all these feelings that I’ve suppressed

I’ve been lost for way too long without a compass

[Hook]

Baby

I know sometimes I seem crazy

But lately I’ve been feeling so amazing

Even when sometimes it feels like you hate me

But frankly

I can’t keep sitting on my ass and waiting

For success to somehow innately

Fall upon my lap and save me

[Verse 2]

Look at all my broken pieces that I’ve gathered

All once were parts of me but had been shattered

But with determination and some effort

I’ve found my way to put them back together

And nowadays I just feel so much stronger

And all I feel inside my heart is hunger

Tired of all this pain that I’ve been under

There was a point I felt that I was done for

Like every thing I’ve built had

Rotted up and wilted

It’s why I took them pills to

Keep the walls from tilting

But now I feel so privileged

For the life that I was given

The past sometimes I visit

I’m just glad I didn’t give in

When I was caged into the system

Didn’t have a pot to piss in

But some how I then had risen

And I broke from all the distance

[Hook]

Baby

I know sometimes I seem crazy

But lately I’ve been feeling so amazing

Even when sometimes it feels like you hate me

But frankly

I can’t keep sitting on my ass and waiting

For success to somehow innately

Fall upon my lap and save me

[Verse 3]

I’m at the peak of the mountain

As I drink from the fountain

I can think of countless

Moments where I felt like I was drowning

Never feeling safe in my surroundings

When a thousand voices in my head are shouting

This disease inside my head is always pounding

Negativity in my mind has then been sprouting

But I told my self

To reach out for help

Cause my mental health

Had become so frail

But now I’ve grown

And I’ve found my home

And all my sounds and tones

Are never frowned upon