Released on July 14, 2022

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[Intro: Rainbow Dash]

Violet fucking dash!


[Verse 1: desuCORE!]

Breaking through the fog, cleaning all the dust

My head is filled with spiderwebs and I can feel the bolts all rust

Breaking through the floorboards, I can't tell what's real anymore

All the ways that this could all go wrong, what was it all for?

Hour after hour and week after week

How many more days will this cycle still remain?

I'm losing grip on all the things around me

Reality's feeling like a fabrication stuffed into the paper shredder

Won't get better


[Verse 2: violet_dash]

D-Don't treat me like I am an alien

I'm just learnin' how to function normal check my brain into the mental ward

Feelin' like a sword wеnt through my frontal lobe

Gettin' outta herе, I-I-I just wanna out of my home

Make some friends & then do some cool things that won't make my brain rot

D-did too many substances I think I'm gettin' brainrot

Thinkin' that I regressed d-d-don't treat me like I'm less

I'm just tryin to get through life

I'm awkward & fuckin' tryin my best


[Chorus: violet_dash]

So don't tell me how I should go

About makin any fuckin' friends I won't

Make any progress when you keep me this low

Don't know what you're doin', the internet won't make this easy

So don't tell me how I should go

About makin any fuckin' friends I won't

Make any progress when you keep me this low

Don't know what you're doin', the internet won't make this easy


[Bridge: desuCORE!]

I choose to be alone but I hate having to miss the small talk

Between all my friends, are me and them even getting along?

I'm sick of feeling like the way to entertain myself is

Making my mind melt off THC or messaging all day long

I know it's unhealthy

Not like the rest of the way I live my life is

Ignore my basic needs

They're just slowing me down

I can't put the effort in, to change everything again

The world is ending, vignette closing

It's closing me in


[Chorus: violet_dash]

So don't tell me how I should go

About makin any fuckin' friends I won't

Make any progress when you keep me this low

Don't know what you're doin', the internet won't make this easy

So don't tell me how I should go

About makin any fuckin' friends I won't

Make any progress when you keep me this low

Don't know what you're doin', the internet won't make this easy