[Verse]

Have you seen my sanity?

I seem to have left it at home

I feel pushed up against the wall

Like some Black Flag song

[Pre-Chorus]

And I try to wish it away

Every day, a little closer, a little closer to hell

[Chorus]

Why am I so selfish?

I push away everyone who loves me

I don't want, want to be like this

I just want someone to hold me

Why am I so childish?

It's because my mother never loved me

I don't want to be like this

I just want someone to hold me

[Bridge]

Why am I so selfish?

Hold on tight

Everything will be alright

Why am I?

If I choose I

[Chorus]

Why am I so selfish?

I push away everyone who loves me

I don't want, want to be like this

I just want someone to hold me

Why am I so childish?

It's because my mother never loved me

I don't want to be like this

I just want someone to hold me