[I: pajuxy]

5:45 AM getting ready for school's lies

Putting on his ties every morning, eternal anxiety

He hates society and he hates his father

Always on his back about his grades, so he stays in the shades

Doesn't want the sun to hit his skin with invisible arrows

The crows scare him in his dreams so he screams

But never any reply, so he tries to hide his dried cries

It's a guise, it's no surprise

[II: pajuxy]

Lanquidity, life's rancidity, mental lucidity

Travels through humility to see if life is really worth it

Create a god to believe in who gives you help when you give him worship

Yea, so forget the affluence, he doesn't want it or need it

Even if he had received it

He always tries to perceive his pride even after he has retrieved it

So bring it back like memory to a kid that's an amnesiac

Fade to black, just study that like your girl's aphrodisiacs

Shooting lasers through that Afrofuturism

What's an absolute truth in a world of metaphysical solipsism?

Ostracism cause of skepticism criticism

Forget the -isms, find the hay in a stack of needles

Lanquidity - a state or quality fixed on being equal

Or maybe it's to seek in the world, pass it to music, then to the people

Life of pajuxy and not every hit film needs a sequel

[III: pajuxy]

Ghost of Shoko, reincarnation until I'm slipping into nirvana

Listening to Cobain in cold rain, they smoking on marijuana

So please gimme shelter when the rain falls upon the stones

When blood is spilt in war and cracks appear upon the bones

Fresher than eucalyptus trees at the Mountain of Despair and not Olympus

Grimace at the irreligious indifference

Become one with the cerebrum and speak the truth with the tongue and lung

Wrung his neck till his words started pouring out

And his heart? He tore it out

You know it's a problem when every love you have is unrequited

When your emotions become guests that were never even invited

I share the same problems as some people in the world, despite it

Hoping Pandora's box don't open, or else evil, how can I fight it?

Shit, must have woke up in the wrong dream

Boy Meets World, subconscious meets my self esteem

[IV: pajuxy]

And somehow they can find every excuse to abuse you

This is sad rap and sometimes a little pain isn't what you're used to

Be free of responsibilities, but my only problem is the addition

To the fact friends subtract and mess up my emotional coalition

That I also think about my dimensional coexistence

Oh and did I mention I wasn't perfect?

The view through these pupils is certainly now divergent

It's all crystal Claritin clear, don't need light in my darkness

I ridicule those who still can't start to spark this

The Greek fire in my heart is in response to its former murmur

Sailing through brain fluids to deepen my knowledge further

[Bridge: pajuxy](2x)

Lanquidity, life's rancidity, mental lucidity

Travels through humility to see if life is really worth it

Create a god to believe in who gives you help when you give him worship

[Outro: Nimpeo]

Searching within myself for reasons

Even if the reasons don’t exist

Finding an empty void in their place

Is just as satisfying

But what matters to me is misunderstood

Does a thing exist if it is mistaken?

Then does this horizon I look forward to

Belong in any reality of mine?

- Peter X./Beatrix de LaNuit