Heavy lies my head down underneath

Arm numb, I should have crashed my car

But I received no wings

For how far id fall

Maybe its time but I’m falling apart

Am I meant for something greater

Or was I fucked right from the start

Don’t know what it is

Got me thinking about

The never ending doubt

Theres blood in my mouth

But I just can't let this go

The things that leave you scraps and take your soul

Put you back on the map once you’re dead and cold

My chest swells up

I need to let this go

Heavy lies my head down underneath

The weight of this doubt is constant

There’s blood in my mouth and it brings me back

I'll fight this fight

For the last time

Searching for some better ways that I find

A way to figure out what makes me shine

I'll fight till my last breath

To find peace and permanence

I’ve come to terms with the fact that we all die alone

I think its sad that I’m young but I’m forced to grow

Every day I live this shit

Breathe in and out

The constant up and down

Theres blood in my mouth

But I just come back for more

And now my vision bleeds

My chest swells up and I can’t breathe

There’s nothing left and nobody

God tears my soul right out of me

IM FUCKED

I've become half of who I am

The shell of a man

Who longs for something greater

In debt

To a life with no meaning

I scream but no one hears me

If its too good I’m probably dreaming

But the blood brings me back for more

Heavy lies my head down underneath

The weight of this doubt is constant

There’s blood in my mouth and it brings me back

Ill fight this fight

For the last time

Searching for some better ways that I find

A way to figure out what makes me shine

I'll fight till my last breath

To find peace and permanence

I've come to terms with the facts

We die alone

I Ran so far when

I should have walked my ass home

Gave my life to counterfeit

And there’s no cashing out

Come death and I surround it

But I refuse to hit the ground

Face to face with fear

Ive gone as low as I can go

Bite down

Don’t feel petty for me

There’s no strong without weak

And im still standing