(Verse 1)
I'm lost and alone, the silence is loud
An empty room echoing, where's the crowd?
No one’s home in this haunted mind
A distant specter, searching to find
Screaming inside, a war yet to wage
Time to get up, step off this stage
But my body’s a ghost, stuck in a trance
Caught in the shadows, I miss my chance
(Chorus)
I'm just an imposter, playing a role
Wearing a smile while I'm losing control
They think I’m lazy, they don’t see the fight
In this battle of demons, I’m losing each night
(Verse 2)
Mean thoughts swarm likе bees in my head
Every day’s a struggle, caught in this thrеad
I’m trying so hard, yet I fall so short
A heart full of echoes, no home for support
Bright lights and hope, they feel out of reach
With every false start, I’m learning to breach
Imposter in shadows, I’m fading away
Waiting for dawn but I can’t find my way
(Chorus)x2
I'm just an imposter, playing a role
Wearing a smile while I'm losing control
They think I’m lazy, they don’t see the fight
In this battle of demons, I’m losing each night
(Bridge)
Drifting in space, no anchors or ties
Fighting the current, with tears in my eyes
Please don’t give me hope when I'm meant to feel numb
It’s easier to fade than to face what’s to come
(Chorus)x2
I'm just an imposter, playing a role
Wearing a smile while I'm losing control
They think I’m lazy, they don’t see the fight
In this battle of demons, I’m losing each night
(Outro)
So here I’ll remain, in this endless dark night
With a heart full of fear, and a will that feels slight
I’ll keep drifting away, lost in this sea
Until I can find a way to be free…
Until I can find a way to be me