Released on November 6, 2016

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(Verse 1)

I'm lost and alone, the silence is loud

An empty room echoing, where's the crowd?

No one’s home in this haunted mind

A distant specter, searching to find

Screaming inside, a war yet to wage

Time to get up, step off this stage

But my body’s a ghost, stuck in a trance

Caught in the shadows, I miss my chance

(Chorus)

I'm just an imposter, playing a role

Wearing a smile while I'm losing control

They think I’m lazy, they don’t see the fight

In this battle of demons, I’m losing each night

(Verse 2)

Mean thoughts swarm likе bees in my head

Every day’s a struggle, caught in this thrеad

I’m trying so hard, yet I fall so short

A heart full of echoes, no home for support

Bright lights and hope, they feel out of reach

With every false start, I’m learning to breach

Imposter in shadows, I’m fading away

Waiting for dawn but I can’t find my way

(Chorus)x2

I'm just an imposter, playing a role

Wearing a smile while I'm losing control

They think I’m lazy, they don’t see the fight

In this battle of demons, I’m losing each night

(Bridge)

Drifting in space, no anchors or ties

Fighting the current, with tears in my eyes

Please don’t give me hope when I'm meant to feel numb

It’s easier to fade than to face what’s to come

(Chorus)x2

I'm just an imposter, playing a role

Wearing a smile while I'm losing control

They think I’m lazy, they don’t see the fight

In this battle of demons, I’m losing each night

(Outro)

So here I’ll remain, in this endless dark night

With a heart full of fear, and a will that feels slight

I’ll keep drifting away, lost in this sea

Until I can find a way to be free…

Until I can find a way to be me