Intro :

News report about how 13 years old

Child committed suicide in school

Verse 1 :

Don't fucking try to stop me

Next time I'll try to get wasted

Cos my depression is too deep

And I'm too damn weak to face it

I prefer to drown my demons

And pray they can't swim

And it's so damn could out here

But it's still burning under my skin

I went through ice and fire

So why the hell am i alive?

And they say the fire is hot

But why am I still freezing outside?

Every damn morning I'm waking up

My mind is filling with doubts

So I'm filling this fucking glass up

And I'm letting it all out!

So fuck all of you fake friends

And all of your dirty lies too!

Yeah man I'm really fucking fine

With all the shit I wanna do

"Oh cmon you'll be okay homie"

Yeah that really means a lot

After all this honest talking

You're just leaving me here to rot

So fuck your crappy standards

I know I'm an underaged bastard

Getting drunk every single night

With that bitch beautiful disaster

And there ain't no fucking place

That i can really call my home

So I won't even bother calling you

And I will just overdose all alone

Bridge :

Same news report about how a teenager

Committed suicide, because he was having

Hard time being a teenager

Verse 2 :

Been hiding behind the mask

So now I'm taking it down

Seen every one of my demons

And now they're coming around

I never claimed to be perfect

And I never wanted to be

I got my flaws and I drink away

The shit that they can't see

I'm killing the pain in empty space

In place right inside of me

I'm taking the brown burning it down

Till nothing's left inside of me

What's wrong with me, you me

Song is more than beat and words

Because when i upload a song

Is only time when i feel heard

And every day getting hated on

They say that my dream's impossible

But every single day i'm alive

I'm facing my own obstacles

See I'm trying to be strong

But fuck i'm losing my hope

All of the forgotten promises

And these hearts that i broke

Where's the love for my craft

For all the songs that i wrote

Give me the gun, pills or dope

Fuck it all i'm grabbing the rope

Now look im losing my mind

Give me a shot im taking it in

Look it's taring me apart

I'm not feeling my skin