Unending wait to meet the reaper

Why prolong my agony?

Trying to reach the other side

Nothing seems to appear

My thoughts become clear

What is my purpose here?

To get rid of an existence

That should not have started

Justice is done

Exhibited before everyone's eyes

No one to mourn my passing

Living every second in slow-motion

But the voices in my head still shriek

Haunted by lamentations of my past victims

Of all the groans I provoked

Of all the atrocities I inflicted

Instrument of devastation

Evil incarnate in human shape

Once again the madness rises in me

Once again taken over by the rage

Dreadful screams, blaspheming the God

Implanted at birth, my sickness

Is now written in flesh on dead heavens

I feel my vessel of pain; rotting symbol of vileness

Slowly sublimating, attracted by an endless twirl

As a tenebric vertigo surrounds my mind

Stretching the rope of redemption

Exposed as an example

Hearing murmurs of townsmen walking by

Stretching the rope of liberation

Feeling the relief of clouds obscuring the sun

A scent of storm coming

Rain falls and evaporates on my burning skin

The relief of clouds obscuring the sun

Senses rendered useless

The guilt engulfs me

All of their screams repeated infinitely

All my efforts concentrated on remaining conscious

Even if reality is irreversibly hopeless

There's not tunnel towards light

Only a bottomless pit

Senses rendered useless

The guilt takes a hold of me

All of their screams repeated infinitely

All my efforts concentrated on remaining conscious

Even if reality is irreversibly hopeless

There's not tunnel towards light

Only a bottomless pit

Release me from the burden of life

Reaching a new plateau of existence

Unlock this prison

Leaving the flesh behind

Finally free

Transcending the barriers of human comprehension

In this light I see blackness

In the dark where's the guidance

In the visions of my path there's no

Saviour

Marching, leaping

Towards the end

Marching, hanging

Towards the end

Feed me

Haunted by lamentations of my past victims

Of all the groans I provoked

Of all the atrocities I inflicted

Instrument of devastation

Evil incarnate in human shape

Unending wait to meet the reaper

Why prolong my agony?

Trying to reach the other side

Nothing seems to appear

Slowly, my life evaporates

Living my death, unreachable

Distant exit