[Intro]

The truth is beck, I don't miss you

The way I thought I would, not since karen

I hardly look at your facebook, 2 or 3 times a day max

I'm happy, I want you to be happy

It's what happy people want for people

I just want you to live your best life, It's brave what I did for you

It's not easy , It's hard, sometimes It makes me sick

I'm brave, how many guys are willing to do anything for the person they love?

Honestly beck, you're lucky to have me

[Verse 1]

Even if you don't notice me, I'm watching you (I'm watching you)

And even when you post something I'm your first view (I'm your first view)

And I don't want you to think that I'm stalking you (I'm not)

But tell me, why the fuck are you with another dude?

Fuck! I'm scrolling through your phone, and I see pictures of him

Now where the fuck am I? now where the fuck am I?

Like, where am I? you should've always been with me

With me, why can't you make the right choice

Should've always been me, but I guess I'm just not a choice

And every time you talk to your best friend I notice that

Bleh, you're so fucking close to him, and I'll never have that

Uh, huh, guess I'll just blame it on my luck

[Outro]

Fuck my life, and fuck yours too (I can't shine the way they do)

Jesus, this was kinda long, fuck

(Some of the shit, you be saying)

(Deadass make's you seem like your a fucking monster) (so what's the point!)

I don't even know how to feel about you anymore

It's like every time I wake up, I just feel like your supposed to be next to me

And when I wake up you're just gone

I feel like, think of me like a ghost, bro

I'll always be there for you, even if you don't know it

(I'll always be here for you)