04. SoLoner

This is to those rare breeds...of loner wolves. You are all you will ever truly have. You need to accept that. Bet that...

These traditions have warped us, mutilated independence

Nothing is forever, no relationship or friendship

Why the hell are we pretendin'? We all die alone

How well can ya know yourself if you never spend time alone?

Everyone got thrown out my mix sеrved my EVECTion notice

Extrovert lifеstyle I tried was all bogus

The dead weight & negligent part time fans & friends

I was always the introvert, I'll never stray away again

Fuck the overrated & all the time I waited & debated

& hesitated letting it all damage my patience

I finally dropped the stupid trend, woke up & moved on

Stupid ideologies we need friends, boy are you wrong

You need you & to embrace being on your own & not weak

& if you make it through the lame loneliness, you'll see

I was living in delusions with poisonous desires

Like trapped in a coma while the house was on fire

I retired from that stupid crap, you want it you can have it. I know when enough is enough...

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How I ride how I fly as I grow older

This is my life & my right SoLoner

I conformed to a sham then BAM I finally accepted how I am

True Isolated Lone Wolf man

It paralyzed me for years but now I took a stand

Big circles, big problems like traffic jams

You can't be terrified to enjoy your own company

Can have some GREAT times by yourself it is lovely

Don't cling onto people, that shit's bad for your health

That's like banishing yourself into your own hell

Don't search for things about yourself through another person

Aren't you tired of that shit? Why aren't ya learnin'?

Being alone means standing strong

I used to have that quite backwards & wrong

Realizations came pouring out like the smoke from the bong

Then my mind elevated & more pain was gone

Asking if I get lonely I don't know what that is

Ya mean feeling needy for others & act like a bitch?

Nah sorry I don't feel ya on that shit, not anymore...

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The shame through generations for living in solitude

Fuck conformists do what ya gotta do, don't let it bother you

Caring what too many think, you're around too many people

Stop diminishing yourself, treat yourself as a equal

Needing the wrong things makes everything hopeless

Only indulge others in small doses

Stand strong by yourself then no one can knock ya down

I've become a king of solitude in this lost & found

I don't get this how it's treated as a sickness

I'm always outnumbered in this topic like it's listless

I know I'm neglected & unaccepted I get it

We're just different motherfucker I can just admit it

I'm a wolf amongst the carbon copy sheep

I don't get lonely another reason I get sleep

Evade what's causing panic before I stab it in the dome

Shunning all the aberration as I vanish in the smoke

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I don't fall for these things that try to pull me down & damage me

Catastrophes, like all the times they abandoned me

On another note, you're not my girl you're his problem now

Light up a blunt take a bow then disappear in the clouds

I can't wait for you, had all I can take from you