14. ReaL EviL

14. ReaL EviL

Not pure evil....but real evil....this I know

I have an evilness so bitter, you'll vomit your soul

I'm from the deepest depths of the unknown, delivered to show you

Things you fail to truly notice, nothing normal outta focus

You can't try to fix a soul that's completely broken

It frightens you to see something as different as I

That strikes your fear like a match & that's why you despise

I lost everything you have today, no love, no hope, no belief, no faith

But I'm proud 'cause I learned what's true

That's why you're terrified 'cause I'm nothing like you!

I've witnessed the planets actions; unlike most I wasn't blind

I'm a shadow of myself that's vanished at right times

Negativity embedded in me from as far as I can think

I raised myself after so much that made me bleed

In a hell this filthy, I can be nothing clean

A fair mind terrifies, grown on terror signs; it's how I clarify

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Doubt something that is there, then you're unaware

Can't you look in my eyes & see inside all this time?

My behavior & my nature not ultimate or fullest

But this is who & what I am, this is real evil

"Mad", "misunderstood", "a burden", "heartless."

"A pestilence" "disturbed" "a man of darkness"

Those insinuations are true illustrations of myself

I cannot deny the traits of the real evil

We're the opposite I'm droppin' it harsh

If you're lookin' for hell, no need to look hard, it's not very far

The heartless populate the world 7 outta 10

But I'm a different kind with morals that most don't understand

I close my eyes & I can still see idiots

I'm covered in scars, I'm nothin' you are savage beast behind bars

I'ma hellion, rebellious, 111's how I'm spellin it

You better listen when I'm tellin' this

Bash the words of holy bibles, speak the words of genocidal

Standing high in the outcast light with pride of labeled titles

I have nightmarish visuals for daytime dreams

Seeing scumbags on their knees imploring me with screams

My brain is a provoking influence, no dismissing it

My conscious can't help, it's been bit from it

The monster inside me is infinite can't get rid of it

Scornful to the mortals, I'm a breed that doesn't give a shit