13. It'll Be Okay (Ft. Rotten Mouth)

[VECT]:

W-what do ya want me to do? Put on a fake smile & pretend everything is fine?

Ok...I'll wear a mask & play along. It ain't ok though....it ain't

(Chorus)

[Rotten Mouth]:

Why am I here? Where do I begin?

Always faking a smile 'cause I gotta pretend everything will be okay

[VECT]:

I been plagued by suicide since the age of 13

It's gotten worse every year knocked off of my feet

& I've accepted it'll be pain for the rest of my days

I'm doomed in a lifе of hurt til I'm in a grave

Call it punishment of God when hе's the real asshole

I try to do what's right but certain things I no longer fight

Darkness & I have got closer than we ever have

I know down the road my daughter will probably hate her dad

All the same she needs to know she's the reason I'm here

I goof around & act comedic to hide my inner tears

Everyone around me saying it'll be all right

She doesn't know who am, I'm not dad in her life

I stay alive for my child but every day I wanna die

It's clear I can feel it in my vibes I know I'm right

That her mother wanted someone else & to leave me behind

I'm a slave to endless pain you're better off without me, good-bye

[Rotten Mouth]:

I'm an asshole protective of my loved 1's

But I'm the 1 holding the gun unloading my brains on the wall

Just because you wouldn't call, I'm sorry baby

Can't you tell I'm close to the edge & I'm about to fall

Deeper & deeper into the plunge I got no anger recession

'Cause I'm always pissed off, police investigation

Me, myself & rotten bloody hanging from the rail ??

Because I'm done being this way every single day is another day of heart break

I don't remember what I said, I don't remember anything

But all my homies do (fuck!)

& in the end of arguments, I'm saying sorry I'm a fool

I know I shouldn't do it, I know it ain't cool

I can't even sleep & all I do is need

Someone don't even bother trying to make peace

All I know is in the end I'm probably going to hell

So, everybody listen in right now, wish me well

[VECT]:

Through the sadness I'm so vanished, I can't help but feel the panic

Pain so savage, it's so manic, change this chapter from the tragic