18. Evol Love (Ft. Runae Moon)

You ever heard the expression "love kills"? This is how....

You don't choose who you fall in love with it's a fact

But is it merely infatuation? Think about that

There's 2 sides to every love & this 1 is most harmful

When these types end it's usually pretty awful

It's not like the type for your friends, kids, or pets, or family

People let their feelings conquer their sanity

When you truly love, it's not all flowers & bliss

The other side is blood running, squeezing thorns in your fist

When you're in love, you'll feel like you'll die without them

Like a storm is pervading & you can't find some shelter

You ain't gonna flip their heart switch

With threats or actions of your death, that's bitch

The weak all die & strong survive

You don't think I understand? That's a lie

Love is a sadist, nothing to fuck around & play with

It's what leaves innocence & purity tainted; I hate it

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[Runae Moon & VECT]:

When you're in love, you don't see the evol

When you're in love you don't listen to your people

Countless are naive thinking with their stupid hearts

Instead of with their minds their emotions pull 'em apart

It's the anti in "romantic."

It changes you like schizophrenics

When we die from broken hearts we bombed out & overdosed

Or choke on the yearned memories as we're comatose

Everyone I know that's been in love dating

Ripped apart & broke up like a injury from skating

The heartbreak is unbearable, pain so fucking terrible

Tears flooding, running through your eyes going hysterical

No matter how much you resist & deny

Your heart battles your brain the shit isn't right

The love is the hate that blinds you to the truth

They warp & mentally fuck you & slowly corrupt you

It starts as a perfect dream, then cuts you with its wrath

It's a freezing trap, dude, I state cold facts

It's a pretty shortcut pulling you down a horrid path

You're addicted to love, it kills woman & man

Staying with that person when they're becoming your enemy

You let it be personality to co-dependency

This be another reason I live that loner life

In the end alone we die alone, nobody but me holding mine

Personally, I been through it all what a brawl

Feeling like she'd catch me when I'd fall, nah

'Cause that's not realistic

& things will always change but I wouldn't listen

I was trying to fight a futile battle to keep her

Spending days hurting, thinking it over, over thinking

Gun in my mouth, lost in pain no direction

This kinda love is a drug, me a junkie, obsessing

& stressing, hoping she'd come to her senses

Wouldn't admit this was poison, I was defensive

The devastation relentless, the tears that felt endless

Now my heart's been inverted, turned to a spade

Not just a symbol of hate but rejecting love's faith

Romance contradicts itself just as religion

But you'd only agree if you actually lived it