11. Drowned

I seen all your pain it could never match mine

So sympathetic for every one of your wack lies

Beckoned for your help when you were my oxygen

You went for self when you used me for help

Sticking around for you to laugh in my face

I embraced every little moment of faith

Shoulda saved myself the pain & left you to die

Thought I lived for you, but you left me hell inside

I couldn't break away, you were my savior but bеing in love with you was sliding down the razor

Your disgusting heart-brеaking behavior

Backstabber lie-telling traitor, always the slaver

Called me the bad guy after all your cynical hypocrisy

It made me repulsed you meant a lot to me

Live with the nails you hammered in my soul

Your turn to drown as karma takes a toll

(Chorus)

Leave me to drown when I made you strong

Leave me to drown it was all about you

Leave me to drown God, you did me wrong

Leave me to drown in my love for you

Killin' me slow, you're the reason

The hate for myself, you're the reason

No more screamin', I stopped breathin'

You're the reason I drowned

You still come around a burden to my life

Thank goodness that I never made you my wife

My hate is all you have; you torched my heart

No use talking to a dead man in the dark

I'm not there, I died in the river of your cruelty

When the same day comes, I'll smile, you'll see

All the tears of mine I tried to swim through

Coulda kept me whole if you were the tissues

& I know you plead me; I know you need me

Pain ongoing, how's it feel to be me?

Now that I died, I came back changed

I hope your tortured by your mistakes every day

Thinking of our future how much you meant to me

Broke the chains of a false destiny

I never needed anything like I needed you

But that's dead in the past & you were untrue

When that day arrives....you'll sink to the bottom as I did, like my love...