17. Awaiting

Keep hating...I'm not about to alter for a piece of shit like you. You wanna get rid of me? Quit stalling, I'm right here

Go to sleep, & when you get injured...it'll be from the thoughts I'm having of your deserving suffering. Someone like you could never understand me...I think you're a waste of life. You praise the death of a stranger without a clue of them. Death is a big gift-wrapped box that's waiting for you to open it. I wanna confiscate your every breath, I wanna see you bleed till you evaporate. You are thе ultimate kind of mistake, you haven't a cluе of your worthlessness. I wanna see your hateful soul burn in a jar as I stare at it every day, as I laugh the day away. I wanna kill you with every insult you ever given the undeserving, my highest apathy can't even illustrate the meaninglessness you are to me. I wanna see you eternally raped & ripped apart, I wanna cut your fuckin' heart out every time you thought you were better then me. I wanna rip your throat out every time you spit on me. I wanna shatter every inch of your skull for humiliation, I wanna hang you above the river of hate you made. I wanna torch your fuckin' brain when you judged me. You'll get yours...you will, I just hope it's from me...

[snickering]...