09. After Me

I'm waking up from a night filled with bad dreams

Dazed & confused born to lose, the same damn things

I try to walk but I'm feeling pains I've never felt

Can't describe it, cannot hide it, somethin' better help

Had dreams of gettin' crept on with near kills

I know it was just a dream, but it feels real

I'm gettin' phone calls over & over

But nobody called, I pop some gink to get my head up on my shoulders

So, I unplug the phone to help me ignore it

Today my dogs are doing more barking than normal

I don't know what thе hell they hear, or thosе bastards see

To tell the truth I feel someone's after me

(Chorus)

I know you're there don't know where I know you're after me

I feel your presence so unpleasant & your laughter reaps

Battling my mind to get rid of you

I know you're there but I'm not falling for what you try to do

I know you're there don't know where I know you're after me

Man I'm stressin' feelin' tested with a mass disease

I'm losin' my mind to get rid of you

I know you're there but I'm not falling for what you try to do

[load & cocks gun]

It's like I'm high but I haven't touched a single thing

Perhaps my head is just piled up with evil things

Last night the moon turned 3 colors

Now today I feel strange as a motherfucker

I got myself worked up so I'm worse on edge

Dusk light fills my house thoughts burn through my head

I'm feeling haunted as I sit listening to the wind

Walkin' through the hallway feelin' chills hit my skin

Hearing groans & moans all through my home

Now I'm trippin' hard ready to shred some dome

I scream out "Who the fuck is there?!"

Dead silence, feelin' tingles through my hair

Lost in my ass kickin' dilemmas

I can't break through my demons but I better

Paranoid & I'm losing every bit of strength

Asking myself "what the fuck mane?!"

Should I just fill my head spill the red?

To end this horror & kill the spread?

I'm feeling sicker by the minute

In the corner in my mouth, barrel of the 9 in it

I aim a shot dead at their fuckin' head

I run toward where they fell but nothin' bled

I swear to god someone's after me I'm not trippin'

Because I know that sound, my clock's tickin'

Hesitant I don't know what to do shit

Sittin' on my bed listenin' for any movement

Through the window I seen 2 eyes glowing

Ran outside & unloaded all my bullets

Ah nah it's my brother on the ground

Laying there bleeding from every 1 of my rounds

I grab my forehead asking, "Why did this have to be?"

I can't figure it out but someone's after me