911 emergency, do you require assistance?

Okay sir, I am notifying the police

Are you at [censored], apartment two?

I will sir, but I need you to confirm your address first

It's [censored], apartment two

Okay, the police are on their way, but I need you to calm down

Do you know if it is a man or a woman?

I don't know, I just saw the back of their head and its scalp was ripped off

Excuse me, sir?

Its skin was hanging off the side of its head

Everyone wants something from me

And I can't be what they need

My heart is always heavy

And I'm desperate for mental peace

Everyone wants something from me

And I can't be what they need

My heart is always heavy

And I'm desperate for mental peace

Nothing is making sense in my head

Autopilot exit crashing by the end

Another low, another night to pretend

I'm not fine but where do I begin

Cause every time that I start

I don't even have the when or the where or the why

I feel like dying

You should have allowed nature to take its course. In the end, it will anyway

Drained of life, it's not for the weak

It'll spit you out and I'm dying to leave

This place, these people blow out my brains

Drown my body in phenol, it's all one in the same

I'm sick of these strangers speaking on my name

Shut the fuck up and stay in your lane

You have a problem with me? At least say it to my face

You're a sorry-ass bitch and you'll stay that way

I'm back, bitch, come and get it

You've done your damage

But I'm still living

And I know you can't stand it

I'm back, bitch, come and get it

You've done your damage

But I'm still living

And I know you can't stand it

Oh shit

This is Paleface Swiss you fucks

Bring it

At this fucking point where does it end?

It starts [?] fade away

[?] insanity

In this desolate home we've forgotten

Well fuck it

When you want something from me

And I can't be what you need

My heart is always empty

And I'm desperate for mental peace

Everyone wants something from me

And I can't be what they need

My heart is always heavy

And I'm desperate for mental peace

Everyone wants something from me

And I'm not aiming to please

Cause your desperation is sickening

You're not getting anything from me

You can't be saved

And I'm not the reason for all of your pain

Fuck

I wasn't even sure it was loaded until it went off

I shot her in the head

Mrs Underwood never knew what hit her, I'm sure

You're out here playing god

Well don't dare pray for me

If it's the devil you want

You'll bring it out in me

I'm trying my best to feel alive

Putting the fear in me again

Head underwater, doing whatever

But I am not feeling alive

Fuck [?]

[?]

Trying to be a better man

All of the demons are coming to show me

The damage you gave me and fucked up my life

Oh, I am not feeling alright

I am not fucking feeling

I am not feeling alive

Oh, I am not feeling alright

All of the demons are coming to show me

The damage you gave me and fucked up my life