Living in the darkest of days

Lost all my faith, it withered away

I chose to trust in others, thinking they would do the same

But I found out they use you for their personal gain

No more wishful thinking

Come out empty handed

Every time, left high and dry

I am a product living through hell

For what has seemed like an eternity

No one will ever understand what i've been through

Don't look me in the eyes and tell me that you do

The reaper reels me in

(left with my sins) Embedded in my skin

Permeant, i'm never gonna forget

I tried so hard to forget

Lobotomy wipe the slate clean

Erase everything that's tied in my brain

Put me out of my misery

I am a fucking problem a god damn disease