Deprivation

Desperation

Wishing for some separation

I am nothing

I am somewhere else

I’m not supposed to be

All I have is hate beside me

All I feel is hate inside me

Rage - I let it fester

Blister inside my brain

Fathoming the senseless

Hitched to the insane

Liberate the madness

That I feel every day

Like a bullet to a gun

Load me in the chamber

And watch them all run

If I’m being honest I have had enough

Of crooked smiles and clenched teeth

You all love to say things that you don't mean

Two-faced bullshit, I’m so sick of it

Maybe one day you’ll get your fucking throat slit

All bark no bite, you’re so tough

It’s not my fault someone never loved you enough

Every day I feel nothing

My burden to bare

Some days I don’t mind it

The hell is always there

Sometimes I wish everything would go away

People all around me but I'm alone in decay

And it's safe to say I'll be gone any day

Bite down on the 9 then die in misery

What is it inside me that feels so fucking broken?

I take one step forward and two steps back into the fire

Desperation for the connotation of my desire

I can't take anymore deprivation

I'm looking for some separation

Every day I feel nothing

My burden to bare

Some days I don’t mind it

The hell is always there

Starve the hunger

Feed the vice

I’ll do just about anything to survive

Starve the hunger

Feed the vice

Anything to keep myself alive

All I have is hate