I'm better off hanging from that ceiling

When I found everything a little less appealing

Now I'm dulled out, and the worst has yet to come

My bitterness and self loathing has finally won

I'm better off hanging from that ceiling

When I found everything a little less appealing

Now I'm dulled out and the worst has yet to come

My bitterness and self loathing has finally won

(My bitterness and self loathing has finally won)

Still a burden, a tragedy at your service

That won't ever serve a purpose

We are all victims of our own minds

My youth may it rest in peace

It's not the same, nor will it ever be

At the centerfold, hoping that these thoughts cease

I'm sick of all the things I know I'll never achieve

Feeling pretty low, warranted to decompose

Bent backwards, why can't I let this go?

Desperation tears up my insides

If you love me, I can love myself right?

Desperation tears up my insides

If you love me, I can love myself, right?

A people pleaser, an addiction to run its course

I'm still flooded with that guilt and remorse

Desperation tears up my insides

If you love me, I can love myself, right?

I'm better off hanging from that ceiling

When I found everything a little less appealing

Now I'm dulled out and the worst has yet to come

My bitterness and self loathing finally won

Expended myself for the sake of others

(My mental state lies within the gutter)

Volume III of this collection, here's your introduction

Just someone who's obsessed with my own self destruction

Crippling stress and impulsion

A downer that's filled with unease

Who wears their heart on their sleeve

I've done all that I could, but I can't resist hopelessness

I can't stop being a nervous wreck

I'll chew my nails to the bone

And grind my teeth till my mouth stays closed

Still irrelevant and useless

Fuck!