Stuck in a rut

I'm existing in the in between

Still empty and splitting at the seams

Misery, so good at killing my self esteem

The one of my dreams, I'm still lucky you love me

Even when I don't love myself

You make me feel important

Almost like I'm someone else

Self loathing and self pity

Thanks for extending your help

You never made things easy

Taught me love is never enough

Showed me all I have is my bad luck

Subdued, I am broken at the thought of you

You're not the fucking person that I thought I knew

Motionless I've become undone

Overwhelmed by self disgust

Crippling form, forced to adjust

Vacancy still acts as my crutch

Motionless I've become undone

Overwhelmed by self disgust

Crippling form, forced to adjust

Vacancy still acts as my crutch

My doubt was all that bloomed

Fear was all that moved

This pain inside my chest reminds me what I've been through

My doubt was all that bloomed

Fear was all that moved

This pain inside my chest reminds me what I've been through

Stuck in a rut

I'm existing in the in between

Forever empty, splitting at the seams

Misery, gave into you like nicotine

You're the devil in my bloodstream

The one thing I could never leave

Exhaustion fills the hole you left

These senseless sentiments I've tried hard to forget

I'm so fucking worn out, the devil always wins

These demons on my back keep pulling me in