Released on July 9, 2021

Thumbnail

[Chorus x2]

I break beneath my grief

I hate the fact that I know my tragedy’s my masterpiece

Harbored my aggression till it broke loose

Now a feeling that I can’t lose


[Verse 1]

I watched the razor hit the floor

Blood in the bathroom sink

Nothing felt forced

I saw the lines on her wrists

And up her arms another victim to self-harm

Like staring at my reflection her face said it all

I knew to keep a steady hand to remain calm

My attempts never went like this

Now I’m here at thе other end

Someonе you’d never expect wanting themselves dead


[Hook]

When you tried to kill your demons you hurt yourself instead

A collection of your failures compiled in a vignette

When I tried to kill my demons I hurt myself instead

A collection of my failures compiled in a vignette


[Verse 2]

Red on white hospitalized for the night

Only hopelessness filled your eyes

To see you like that killed me inside

(No, no, no)


[Chorus x2]

I break beneath my grief

I hate the fact that I know my tragedy’s my masterpiece

Harbored my aggression until it broke loose

Now a feeling that I can’t seem to lose


[Verse 3]

When you tried to kill your demons you hurt yourself instead

A collection of your failures compiled in a vignette

When I tried to kill my demons I hurt myself instead

A collection of my failures compiled in a vignette

Behind the wheel, I stilled in shock

Those damages I couldn’t mend, it’s like time stopped


[Pre-Breakdown]

I closed my eyes as anxiety washed away

It all built up to this then crashed right into me


[Breakdown]

What else could I do?

What the fuck else?